I pray someday to be worthy of entering the Kingdom of God despite my tainted soul, for even the greatest sin of abortion. What seemed right, now has been exposed to be absolutely wrong. The regret is in the irreversible finality that with all the information that has been made public to date, can only deepen the wound that will inevitably fester with shame. The shame is a scar that can be kept a secret except from God. If this reaches anyone on the fence, for goodness sake, don’t do it. God has permitted the life. Adoption is the best option for an unwanted baby.
Believers and nonbelievers alike need to be assured there are no secrets with God.
I see and understand more what happened forty years ago now than I did then while I lived a seemingly unsupervised life though never alone.
Had I been awake in knowing God was there as I know He is here now, I would have been wiser.